merry christmas to one and all!

this the season to be jolly!
once again the period of giving and sharing is here...
and whilst in the mood for everything festive..
we shall also not forget the true meaning of christmas..

there's this boy child Jesus Christ
was born on Christmas Day.
hark! now hear the angels sing
a new king's born today
and man will live forever more
because of Christmas Day...

how loving and merciful you have been dear Lord..
and the lessons that you have taught will always remain deep in my heart
for now and forever more
Amen

closet or misunderstood?

hmm a long lay off from this place...
just cant seem to find the time to click on blogger, load the page and log in..
or am i just too lazy... bah
anyways.. the ahbeng taunts are still coming...
resonating from the same irritating source called maverick
once again
brown hair doesnt mean ahbeng
and u certainly know more hokkien HOH EH sayings than me
so whos the ahbeng now??
but come to think of it...
am i ahbeng?

nah... im too jiak kan tang to be ahbeng...
but engrish ahbeng are known as gangster/hooligan?
hmm me no gangster leh

anyways.. been hooked on diablo2 again...
FINALLY found some kah kis to play online..
should be fun!!
calling out to LOD D2ers..
do join me on battlenet!!

and they call me ah beng...

i really very ah beng meh???!?!
i mean... i only have brownish red hair..
carry a cue stick...
curse hokkien expletives..
walk with a sia lan swagger...
sing orh biang songs...
ermm..
sheesh.. i AM ahbeng huh....

going back to my roots... thats what they say..
then i must be the most shy ah beng lar..
no balls to do this or that...
anti thesis to the essense of being an ahbeng...
perhaps thats me isnt it..
just a life of contradictions...

spending my time

What's the time?
Seems it's already morning
I see the sky, it's so beautiful and blue
The tv's on, but the only thing showing
is a picture of you
Oh I get up and make myself some coffee
I try to read a bit but the story's to thin
I thank the lord above that you're not here to see me
in the shape I'm in
Spending my time watching the days go by
Feeling so small I stare at the wall
hoping that you think of me too
My friends keep telling me "hey life will go on"
time will make sure I'll get over you.
This silly game of love you play, you win only to lose..

the beanpole finally comes good!

as the old saying goes...
hardwork never goes unrewarded
how true it is for 7mil pound striker peter crouch
yes that tall skinny guy wearing a red shirt who cant score a penalty to save his life
has finally scored in open play!
pity it had to come against plucky wigan.. who remained spirited even though the gulf in class showed today...
but back to crouch..
unbelievable elation from the quiet giant
plenty of critics have written him off from the goals chart...(including myself)
but hopefully this begins a new chapter in his career and he can continue to plunder more goals for himself..(finally do see that bit of confidence in him.. looking to shoot instead of always finding a pass for his teammates)
well done lad!

watching such an inspired display has left me wondering if hardwork REALLY pays off...
of coz in soccer.. u get a lucky bounce or deflection( just like crouch's 1st goal)
or maybe the goalie felt pity for you and let the ball slip through ( again like crouch's 1st goal)
but the bottom line is.. he DID put the ball in the back of the net.. period
will i ever get lucky breaks with studies???
a lucky mcq test(never occurred to me in my entire sad existance)
an easy test for me to score...
even a paper where i can safely complete..
none of this ever happened...

so does hardwork really pay off??
sigh...

more sayings!!

hmm discovered some of this in the talkingcock.com dictionary to Singlish..
steady pom pee pee!

1. chio chio armani
2. kiao kar yo lum par or KKYLP
3. chui gong lum par song or CGLPS
4. NMNHNLM or no money no honey nobody love me
5. OT OT or own time own target
6. up the lorry